Kristen C
Missing you! Still don’t want to accept it’s true. Half of my heart died and left with you. One of the smartest, most beautiful, and toughest cookie I had the pleasure of of being able to share wonderful experiences with to make memories that will last for the remainder of my life. I’m making your favorite Mac n cheese tomorrow; I will eat some for you. I will feel your presence while I prepare it. For the first time since you were born, you will not be physically present to talk to and share a laugh with. Man I miss that giggle; that’s one thing I miss the most, along with your finger hugs and a real one when you felt I needed one or you secretly did. No more I’m sorry or hearing “I know Momma” but I won’t ever forget your voice when you would say it. Words cannot express the loss I feel, or the words I cannot say to describe them, but I sure do miss you every single day and think of you most of my day. I love you and hopefully I will eventually find peace and the ability to accept you are not physically here and why. Until that time, I will keep on missing and loving you and reaching out in search of understanding. Missing you! 😞 Momma
